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what happen to all the promises?
what happen to missing us…
our feelings no longer connects.
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i think i’m at the lowest point of my morale right now.. :(
i just wanna play music with my friends so much.. but there seems to be many problems.we favor different genre and we like different kind of music.. so hard so hard D:
may be i’m just going through a phase? may be everyone at some point in their lives want to be rocking out in a band, acting in some movie or drama, successful writer and so on. but they all gave up and realize those are just dreams and that they have to get hold of life and start working.
“Being alive doesn’t mean living”
i wish i’m not going through a phase. i wish i’m one of those that start out looking like a stupid fool trying, and i turn out to be a success. even if i cant be one of those that succeed, it would be worth a try! Kurt Cobain said “it’s better to burn out than to fade away.” while those are he’s last words, i would interpret it as, “its better to give your all than give up.”
the internship program makes me live away from my dream D:
anyways, i’m just going to go slow for now, i have to accept the fact that i’m no where near synyster gates, or slash. there is no way i can have a career of music for now. so i guess, i’ll just do my best to enjoy music while i can. while my friends may not be interested in what i’m doing, or they think of it as building castle in the air, i’ll go ahead. if they like it, they can hop on my airship.
i just hope someone from upstairs can give me some signs/guidance. thanks.
